ugh. 

i’m sad again oh god i’m not as sad but i’m pretty sad like i feel stupid and useless and i hate myself and ugh im crying again and i don’t know why and i gotta be up early tomorrow and god i’m worried about my behavior i don’t want to lose friends over this but i feel so shallow and stupidand i’m thinking a lot and i am just not good very bad not good ugh hwy can’t i just stop overreacting and being dumb and stupid about stuff and just being an overall shitty person go d

i’m so sorry